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Heart of the Sun

Journal Entry: Tue May 19, 2009, 2:59 PM


Ever feel like you're ready to fucking burn up or explode into life? It's some weird state between bliss and ambition and destruction and that's the place that I hate being in. I'm back at the gym and I'm writing little bits and pieces but it's nothing substantial.

I hate these fucking indecision states of being, when you don't know whether to stick or twist or blaze yourself headlong into a spiral of self destruction just for kicks. My flat is still good, I'm enjoying living in the city. It's pretty damn awesome.

Just only if I could find something to put into this yawning maw chasm of whatever the fuck it is. Because, I haven't a fucking clue.

  • Mood: Zeal
  • Listening to: Five Finger Death Punch
  • Reading: Nowt
  • Watching: TV
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: shit. still.
  • Drinking: November!
Skin by =kjherstin (modified by =Benislionheart)

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Devious Info

  • Interests: Music, Movies, Sport, Writing
  • Favourite movie: Fight Club, Old Boy, The Thin Red Line, American Psycho, 21 Grams, Secretary, Garden State
  • Favourite band or musician: Alkaline Trio, Tool, The Brian Jonestown Massacre, NIN, APC, Secret Machines, Idiot Pilot
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Alt/Metal/Indie
  • Favourite artist: Dali, Van Gogh, Da Vinci
  • Favourite poet or writer: Chuck Palahniuk, Friedrich Nietzsche, Maxx Barry, Bret Easton Ellis, Hunter S Thompson
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Skin of choice: Dita Von Teese, Maggie Gyllenhaal, Jessica Alba, Megan Fox
  • Favourite game: OMF, Diablo II, NWN
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC xbox360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bender B. Rodriguez, Homer J Simpson
  • Personal Quote: Do not see all things from one perspective - see one thing from every perspective
  • Tools of the Trade: Biro, Paper, Imagination, Spite, Vitriol, Bite, The Human Experience
  • MSN: i do - ask

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I just realized something . . . your avatar reminds me of Klaus Nomi.

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I dunno who that is. Does that make me simple?

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I wouldn't say so, no.

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can you tell me how to make the literature banner on the side of the thumbnail? you know what im talking about? ha cause im stupid anyways hit me back :D

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Hiya! I honestly can't remember - I think if you look on "options" on your profile, there's an option somewhere in there that allows you to do it... I'm sure it's somewhere in there! I'm sorry, I can't remember! It was like.... Maybe 2 or 3 years ago or longer that I set mine up! :(

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