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~Benislionheart:iconBenislionheart:

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This Car Crash Was In-action

A force of nature fusion, a collapse of atoms,  An explosion of existence,  Burning in the forge of endeavor.   
It's only spewing pollution, after all,  Why care about the future?   
Wrenched from the fires of creation,  Pressure on the acccelerator  No direction for a Flying Dutchman,  Watch on, distant ghosts.   
Starving a conscience will only create a hungry animal,  Which will bite the actionless hand that feeds it.   
And speeding over by light,  Cannot put up a fight,  Even at the speed of thought,  It's done.   
Time can scream and ask

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BallroomHeadstones and cranial standings,  We built Stone Henge, here.  Of sorts.   
Ritual and rite, and all things night,  We can stay a while.  It is sparking eye time, rictus ghosts dwell watching.   
Score patience (it's no disrespect, they can't speak)  A net for the night, lusts sweet regret watches.  
Decomposing.   
Doves watch on, their franchise here.  Long chased dragons have a graveyard,  Bones of need, digging holes.   
Cards dealt here, they linger in our hands.  We make wagers, cigarette smoke.  Dancing luna. Ballroom
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Trust in TriggersDreaming of oil on skin,  Preparation is everything.  Dressing for the moment.   
Gaze down the length,  Sleek sharp edges. Lines.  With glee waiting  Terrible tension.   
Fireworks never sleep this soundly.   
Drill, bit, propelled rotation,  Kinetic carnal carnivores.  Temptation in chemical bites.   
Gratification only comes with exit wounds. Trust in Triggers
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Pulling Down IdolsTicking, clicking, wheel of time  Clicking over power lines  Stone by stone, building edifices  Gargoyles perched on every corner.   
This stucture, to architecture,  There are genetic memories here.   
Reciting them is an echo.   
Inside, lock eyes with statues to the grotesqueries  Of unwavering belief.  Zealotry as pleasantries  Indoctrination was as easy as a needle in vinyl.   
Bring splints, thin breaks and slivers.  Talk about kerosene, it covers the kindling.  The tall tower has scars, slip them inside.   
I waver with lit matches.  I c Pulling Down Idols
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One ConfessionIf you are reading this, then one would assume you know me by one route or another. Either one of the forums I grace, perhaps you know me from real life and aren't you priviledged, eh? But just how well do you know me, I think, is a question that would be interesting. For sure, there is at least one person on my MSN who knows pretty much everything about me.   
There are others who know virtually nothing.   
Perhaps this isn't exclusively for them though.   
I think I need to document this somewhere for my own wellbeing. A sort of final full stop to the whole episode. An opening to a new chapter in time for leavi One Confession
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Journal Entry: Sun Aug 10, 2008, 7:45 AM
so i went out last night. it wasn't supposed to get too messy... inevitably, it did. it got very messy. very very messy. I woke up and had to clean up vomit - that's how messy it got. I feel like death this ... afternoon o.O and so I'm not doing well. The flash of inspiration I got the other day hasn't quite run out yet, at least that's how I feel - but I can't get anything coherent together, which is terrible frustrating.

This whole mess, I think, with Miss Fabulous, parents, and so on, is playing on my mind. It's certainly no good, given I'm working all week and I really need to stay on top at the minute if I want to get what I want - somewhat shamelessly, promoted. It's a big money jump. Ho-hum.

I'm really not feeling well, so I'm going to chop this short.

Hope you're all well.

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  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: A Perfect Circle
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: badly
  • Drinking: never again (who am I kidding?)

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  • Interests: Music, Movies, Sport, Writing
  • Favourite movie: Fight Club, Old Boy, The Thin Red Line, American Psycho, 21 Grams, Secretary, Garden State
  • Favourite band or musician: Alkaline Trio, Tool, The Brian Jonestown Massacre, NIN, APC, Secret Machines, Idiot Pilot
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Alt/Metal/Indie
  • Favourite artist: Dali, Van Gogh, Da Vinci
  • Favourite poet or writer: Chuck Palahniuk, Friedrich Nietzsche, Maxx Barry, Bret Easton Ellis, Hunter S Thompson
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Skin of choice: Dita Von Teese, Maggie Gyllenhaal, Jessica Alba
  • Favourite game: OMF, Diablo II, NWN
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bender B. Rodriguez, Homer J Simpson
  • Personal Quote: Do not see all things from one perspective - see one thing from every perspective
  • Tools of the Trade: Biro, Paper, Imagination, Spite, Vitriol, Bite, The Human Experience

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=Kiyi-chan:iconKiyi-chan: 1 day 53 minutes ago
Thanks for the watch. <3

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Kururu RABID POUNCE
Giroro Gouchou attempt to flee D;
Kururu pins against tub side
Tamama HARDCORE BACKHANDS KURURU SO HARD
Tamama: QUIT BEING SO GAY
~Benislionheart:iconBenislionheart: Aug 10, 2008, 12:23:44 PM
It's alright! Your gallery is amaaaazing! :D
*Sonic-Orgasm:iconSonic-Orgasm: Aug 10, 2008, 12:16:31 PM
Thank you for adding me to your friends here in DA - that's cool...
:rose:

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~Benislionheart:iconBenislionheart: Aug 7, 2008, 1:03:20 PM
it's alright! i try! ... mostly late and rubbish though ;)
~darkpoetess:icondarkpoetess: Aug 7, 2008, 11:59:34 AM
Wow, what a tremendous comment you left me! This is a poem about my deliberate touches with death....

Thank you for reading and for enjoying it as much as you did....

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The pistol
A sweet exterior
With a round of lead waiting to fire
A blow to the weak-willed
And a burn to the trivial
Till it finds the hand that can handle the heat

"a girl mad as birds"
*bitterev:iconbitterev: Jun 25, 2008, 2:44:26 PM
Thank you so much ....:rose:

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Фрау Мяу

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*thewesternwoods:iconthewesternwoods: Jun 8, 2008, 3:58:32 AM
:hug:

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'Forever we'll be crucified to a dream' HIM
~precinctomega:iconprecinctomega: May 21, 2008, 2:14:50 PM
Ben!!!!!! You're a deviant! You know there's a picture of your marine in my gallery?
*thewesternwoods:iconthewesternwoods: Mar 13, 2008, 2:15:44 PM
Hello :)

How are you?

x

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~sina94:iconsina94: Feb 22, 2008, 3:47:23 PM
Hey... me again... haven't had a lot of time to review poetry and stuff on here... but I AM trying to publish a poetry magazine. I'm just trying to find submissions right now. If you have anything you'd like to submit, all of the details are in the forums, here: [link]

Thanks!

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SAMSARA Magazine of Poetry. Find more about submitting your poetry or cover art here: [link]
~loukhos:iconloukhos: Dec 23, 2007, 12:58:43 AM
You're welcome for the fav! <3

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By loving .. I am loved.
~Benislionheart:iconBenislionheart: Mar 19, 2007, 12:24:58 PM
stresssssed!

stupid exams suck [link]!

will talk more soon!

-ben
*thewesternwoods:iconthewesternwoods: Mar 17, 2007, 7:13:55 AM
Hey!

Sorry that I haven't replied to your note yet. :blush: I'll do it tomorrow I promise.

How are you?

x

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'Forever we'll be crucified to a dream' HIM
*CherylWho:iconCherylWho: Feb 26, 2007, 5:57:58 AM
Nice to see you again Ben...been wondering how you have been...thank you for the comments.

:)Smile
~anna-bella:iconanna-bella: Oct 17, 2006, 11:52:45 AM
Methinks you need to write more poetry. Now. :)
~shards-of-glass:iconshards-of-glass: Sep 15, 2006, 2:50:41 AM
Ben rhymes with Pen... yup, this might be why I stopped poetry. :blush:

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~Sehenry07:iconSehenry07: Aug 18, 2006, 10:40:08 PM
Excellent gallery, i look forward to more work of the same brilliant quality.

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On days when the sun is gone, we'll hang on, wish upon the moon. ~Someday, Disney's Hunchback of Notre Dame
*thewesternwoods:iconthewesternwoods: Jun 19, 2006, 9:16:13 AM
I miss your poetry!

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'Forever we'll be crucified to a dream' HIM
*empatia:iconempatia: Jun 11, 2006, 2:14:21 AM
:heart:

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